Behold!

No better than normalcy,

That we believe in

Is her Beauty

Shielded by people, blind,

Keeping it full and alive,

She flows like rivulets unknown,

Unseen forever in the explorer’s eyes,

For those who have seen, suffer of beauty,

For beauty is so naive,

Craving belittles every soul,

Yet craving I cannot hide,

However, not to love, for soon enough,

Dissolved in nature, Nature’s bride,

She seeps through the streets

Into the darkness tunnels of infinite,

Layers of slush cyclone

Into the vacant tombs of what we were,

She is the life blood of precious angels,

Small yet stunning, banal yet serenely seduced by her happiness,

Softest eyes, tiny fingers and a rush of  jovial small breaths,

Presence as fleeting as humming bird’s flight,

Cradles my myths,

Drowns me within my weeping heart,

For all things loved and never found,

Never touched and never bound,

Proximity is the only distance,

That screams with a million dreams,

That never was and never will be,

And I want her in moments of insanity,

Together in deepest and most fulfilling days

Words bracketed by thoughtfulness.

Spirit of Flight (no ownership rights)

And then it rains

She will rain… again,

I will try to feel her pain… again,

As we move on… 

A ray of light

Far off and distant, tired to see,

The person craved just like me,

Prayed and preyed in the deepest ways,

To get over his hollow days,

                    

The balance had ruptured,

Chaos grumbling,

What would he even gain...

To fathom the roots of his diseased pain,

ray of light by demonflame

Wonder without a heart,

What you see

The world straying in disbelief,

Of the mumbled words that went unheard,

Love was a ray of light

And the angel he saw,

Was busy making love to the sunshine,

He was left out or was he chosen?

The picture of emptiness,

Drawn and washed away,

Yet somehow, the dried scars

Seem to find a way,

And the colour of laughter was red,

Everything else black!

Broken by the plague of indifference,

Caused by knowledge reluctantly seeping in,

Can you listen to the choices made that

Bleed tears in silent darkness,

Searching for care in care alone,                                   

As reality tries to slap him out of it.

Things could have been better,

If someone just gave it a try,

But

Now the day was over,

... The sun will rise again in all its grandeur,

Yet ... nothing had changed...

Rhetoric and Rhapsody

There floats a light in the sky,

You choose to look away,

Questions reply questions,

When you have nothing to say,

Mercurial... not anymore

Nature to let you live

Why don’t you?

Wishes have passed you by

Time closing in... to know why,

Screaming in Silence

The more I wait

The better you become,

You fly up the ladder

As I come down

Thought someone was watching me

Constant peril is a blessing

Until it makes everything numb

In my rhetoric and rhapsody,

My peace pleads victory

In an ominous cure of

A heart dying to die...

The superpower of loving the unknown,

Waiting for it... a ploy of weakness,

As the love grows weird and powerful

That reality transforms to an obsession

... Yet to be attained,

Burnt and washed,

Together we’ll be too late,

For we’re meant to reach the same place,

In a different time,

A lifetime of coincidences,

Separates,

What was supposed to be,

The biggest coincidence between you and me...

...as we move on...

Red and Blue

Alone

Lying on the floor,

At the edge of eternity,

Someone calls my name,

I let it ooze out today,

Never tried to resist,

Cheeks pale, lips have turned blue,

Didn’t want to hurt you anymore,

I suffer from faustian pain,

In a pool of conscience

That feels like blood,

The sky painted red today,

It rained without you,

As my face reflects on the cold waters of the street,

Couldn’t have grown old enough,

To not to love you anymore,

In turbulence of thoughts,

Someone painted my eyes red,

In the sky, on the floor,

I must have been here before,

And the window,

In this dark room

Shows breezing images,

Of the years gone by...

Spectrum

A thousand bubbles with my face

Painted in three colours

Black and white

I stare endlessly

Graze on green

Running around on the computer screen

Upside down... inside out

The crack on the wall grows

Wires... tangled wires...

All zeros on the watch

An ill cry of please

Shaved inner peace

The constant hum in the ears

Growing louder... filling my head

Heart beats forgotten

Blinking fireflies

No ammo... no ammo...

Coughing blood

Incinerated

                         I stand                           

In Power

Smiling in my climax...

In her ways II

Adorn with human skin,

An angel,

Hair in black and brown hues,

Flowing like waves, singing in the wind,

Smooth yet piercing, carved Arabian eyes,

Reflecting darkness of the midnight sky,

Masterful, bold strokes create her face

Of divinity softly smiling in grace...

I’ve thinking about your thoughts all day,

Over a smoke that seems to fade away,

My mind strangled in silence,

Chokes my throat until there’s nothing to say,

Even when you sleep,

When you breathe,

The world seems beautiful,

If you were only born to someone else,

We wouldn’t be swimming in the dark,

Trapped in a riddle,

Perfection dissolved enough happiness already,

May be now or a few moments ago,

I fell in love with you,

I wish that you would take that love

And burn it away...

Poetic fantasy

Swallowing my expressions,

Told me to run away,

Into the red and blue

Under the sky... a holiday,

Got someone who makes me smile,

I wish he never try again,

Got someone who makes me smile,

I wish he’d never die again,

Soon I came across a life,

A little bit more emptiness,

Put a smile on its face,

And spelled it like happiness...

Different names on the walls,

None that I know of much,

I know how you write your lines,

And I scream out in pain...

Life wears a mask of reality,

Where poetic fantasies are craftily portrayed,

I know how you read my lines...

And I scream out in pain...